November 19, 2010

divine continuum


my life is the pursuit
of many points to balance
on a biochemical continuum
the highs are brilliant
the lows are dangerous
chaos is prevalent
brilliance assured
in this lonely life
lived out on a playground
of always shifting emotions
biochemical equations
charged particles
channels to the divine
all alone in a head
full of emo

some would say i am blessed
for this blue filter i see through
its benefits are outstanding
its consequences a toll
taken out on a brilliance mind
seemingly reduced to being alone
perceived as crazy
when you came to love me
i hoped i would not be alone
in that place where chaos wins
that you would breathe in
the space and ugliness of a landscape
i have only been alone in
i hoped you could help me right the ship
before i feel overboard

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