November 16, 2010

pissing liquid sunshine


there is this feeling
i cannot shake
in the moments
where darkness is light
you never said
the things i hoped
now there is no goodbye
only this silence and light
that hides the darkness
i am so sure
those three little words
you liked to say so much
do not mean a damn thing
in this instance of emo
where i sit
on another wooden barstool
in a dive bar
in my sullen city
of roses and grey rain
with all this liquid sunshine
all i want to do is piss
in silence
since i cannot hear your voice
it doesn't hurt like i thought
taking a gash in the leg
you never said goodbye
or sorry or anything other
than those three words
without meaning
i will never say
another word otherwise
because silence is
my golden goodbye
when i do not do
what i am told

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